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Lyn - The Reason Why You Don't Give Me Adoptables by ShadeAtill Lyn - The Reason Why You Don't Give Me Adoptables :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 3 5 Shade Atill ID or something by ShadeAtill Shade Atill ID or something :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 4 12 Super Small Umbreon Doodle by ShadeAtill Super Small Umbreon Doodle :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 3 0 I Made a Mew by ShadeAtill I Made a Mew :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 4 5 Umberdoodle by ShadeAtill Umberdoodle :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 1 9 Crude Shiny Charizard by ShadeAtill Crude Shiny Charizard :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 1 0 Outcurld Debrouer by ShadeAtill Outcurld Debrouer :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 2 6
Circling Thoughts
       Sometimes I find myself up at night, with my bed time long behind. It happens often really, for various reasons. But mainly, it's because someone out there in the world is calling to me-- though crying is more like it. I end up sitting down, now sacrificing my valuable time for someone else's cause. My thoughts start to gamble with one another...
"I bet it's self-esteem issues!"
"No no, relationship problems are more like it!"
       With instinct I answer the person's call without hesitation, although often with a sigh. They start off with an unrelated statement, or sometimes a joke to break the ice. It's obvious they're seeking attention, especially when they break their character like that. Progressing through the process of dealing with conflict usually includes a bit of work, slaving through walls of text, and spontaneous mood swings. However, the end usually brings calming results.
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A World Where Your Dreams Come True
If you lived in a world
Where your dreams came true
Wouldn't that mean
Your nightmares live too?
We think of our joys and wonders
Our fantasies come through
Until bitter sorrow
Comes along too.
Then dark thoughts reign
And your fears begin to rise
Those red beady dots
Staring right into your eyes.
Will you run?
Can you hide?
What escape is there now?
Do you not see, as sweat blinds from your brow?
So is it worth it?
To play in that room?
And pretend to live in a world
Where your dreams would come true?
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Scrapped Sprite by ShadeAtill Scrapped Sprite :iconshadeatill:ShadeAtill 0 5


Magic by Zephyair Magic :iconzephyair:Zephyair 5 2 PKBoys Valentine Cards: Ness with PK Flash by WooperYorokobi PKBoys Valentine Cards: Ness with PK Flash :iconwooperyorokobi:WooperYorokobi 13 4 Mystery Skulls - Magic Magician by Tyraim Mystery Skulls - Magic Magician :icontyraim:Tyraim 10 1 Drawing Dump 4 by Tyraim Drawing Dump 4 :icontyraim:Tyraim 3 0 Smorelax by LorelWorks Smorelax :iconlorelworks:LorelWorks 1 0 He Flee by InsidetheSpiral He Flee :iconinsidethespiral:InsidetheSpiral 12 3 carrot by meweikart carrot :iconmeweikart:meweikart 4 2 Happy New Year 2015 by 4crescents Happy New Year 2015 :icon4crescents:4crescents 1 0 Fire in night sky by Cblue03 Fire in night sky :iconcblue03:Cblue03 6 5 Arms The Fox by KingChamps Arms The Fox :iconkingchamps:KingChamps 7 0 Sonic BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM by KingChamps Sonic BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM :iconkingchamps:KingChamps 16 4 john CENA by KingChamps john CENA :iconkingchamps:KingChamps 9 0 ow the edge HOg  -WIP- by KingChamps ow the edge HOg -WIP- :iconkingchamps:KingChamps 7 27 Chibi by Liubasiania Chibi :iconliubasiania:Liubasiania 3 0 Glaceon by DaggerWolf98 Glaceon :icondaggerwolf98:DaggerWolf98 3 0


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Hey there, nice to meet ya! Call me Shade, Alice, or Jules. I'm 19 and live in Arizona! I like to play video games, mostly JRPGs (you know, Final Fantasy, Shin Megami Tensei, and the like) and draw occasionally! Pictured above is the man "sona" I use on here: Shade Atill, your generic shiny Umbreon. I don't roleplay often, but under the right circumstances I'll be down.

Oh, and please refer to me as she/her if I'm not in-character!


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ClannadLover22 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Darkspyro457 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2015
ShadeAtill my character: Name:Flame Age:35 Gender:male eye color:red Race:dragon Color:red
ToothYoghurt Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch :D
ShadeAtill Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015
Dewfrost97 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
thanks m8 i see you are a pokemon connoisseur like myself (not really cilan sucks) 
ShadeAtill Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
Yeah Pokemon is cool. I enjoy it.
Megsicana Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
my chat has glitched. :(
I left our conversation halfway
ShadeAtill Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
thats no fun -n-
Megsicana Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
haha i give up! 
Glitched again T__________T
ShadeAtill Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
rip. What browser are you using? 
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